Healing Stories

Alcoholic Healer

As I am recovering from the repercussions of energy released from a new healing modality to be launched soon, I figure this is as good a time as any to share the following:

“Thanks for your blog, I truly enjoy reading the quotes or stories.  It means a lot to me.
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Here is a story for you that I hope you enjoy.
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I have been looking out for James*, a young man around 48, not too young. James is my best friend’s son.  My best friend passed away almost two years ago. That is when I met James. Now James is an alcoholic and I am sure he is never going to change.  Sad to say.  The reason I look out for him is I feel he needs someone to help him out in life.  We have tried to get him in AA or something to help him recover.  Things have not worked out for the best there. Then he was going to get his aid cut by about 200 dollars.  So he left and went back to California.  To tell you the truth, at that time I was glad to see him go. About six months later he came back.  I helped him find an apartment so he isn’t living on the street.  He is a kind-hearted person.
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Last winter I gave him some gloves to keep his hands warm.  A few weeks later we got together and he had no gloves to keep his hands warm.  You need to know the weather is about 20 degrees outside that time of year.  He told me that he was on his way back to his apartment and came across a person that had no gloves and was going to be on the street all night, so he gave him the gloves. He told me he had a warm apartment to go back to and the other guy needed the gloves more than he did.empty bottle
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Main thing about this story is I have changed in regard to people that drink.  I say this because, we went on vacation the last two weeks.  We were down in San Antonio, Texas.  My wife was shopping and I needed to sit down.  I ended up sitting on a bench next to a person that asked if I could spare some change.  Normally I would have walked away.  I ended up giving him all the change I had which was about 58 cents.  He was very grateful.  Said he had to have three drinks a day, then he is ok.  As we talked he said he was afraid of dying.  Had done a lot of bad thing earlier in his life.  Told me a few things and that was why he was afraid to die.  I told him that God is a forgiving God.  That we all do bad things in our life.  That if we ask for forgiveness, God was forgiving.  He still seemed worried but a little more at ease.
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I would not have even talked to him, if I had not been helping James.  He has given me a different outlook on people that have a problem.
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Thanks for letting me tell my story.
Brian
One never knows what someone else’s experience has been, or what their role is, even an alcoholic can be a healer…
* names changed

 

Healing for the Holocaust

It seems like a lifetime, but eight days ago I was given the bounty of doing some pretty darn awesome healing work.

There is a woman, let’s call her Louise, walking the earth to whom we all owe a huge debt.  She has done so many things in her 80+ years to better the planet, all across the globe, that it puts most of us to shame.  It is not my place to tell her life story here – I’m sure I don’t know the half of it! – but I would like to discuss what transpired when I was called on to work with her.

IL Holocaust Museum

For the past two months, Louise had been having trouble “staying alive”, as she put it. Though she lives in the Southwest (I live in the Midwest) she was going to be only a couple of hours away to speak at a conference (did I mention she’s also a walking, talking history book?), and she asked her niece to arrange for us to meet in person at the home of a mutual friend.

As a healer, the potency, texture, mood of the energy Source runs through me to the client varies tremendously.  With Louise, I knew right away that this healing was of a unique nature.  It all started out pretty straight-forward.  The Guides wanted her to lie down comfortably in order to better allow the energy to flow through her and avoid the possibility of swooning.  Some of the Guides were with me at her feet, a very high Being along with other Guides at her head, with the energy flowing through us and through her, circling at various areas in her body that needed extra attention.  I saw a man next to her and realized it was her husband, who she already told me had walked on some years before; he was there supporting her and assisting with the work.

Once this phase was complete, I asked, as is my method, if there were any questions.  At the same time, I noticed that her husband was now clouded in grief and sorrow, and that clearly he needed help.  Her niece told me about the “staying alive” issue.  As soon as she said that, I could see that Louise, without consciously knowing it, had been assisting her husband with his issue, and that was draining her of all she had.  Note:  this type of thing happens more than we realize, and is one of the root causes mainstream caregivers usually miss.

I told them that there was something from his youth that was haunting him, something had happened that he still hadn’t shook off.  Louise shared that, before he was taken from their home to hospice, he had repeatedly seen a young boy, dressed in old-fashioned clothes, standing at the foot of their bed.  He didn’t know who it was but desperately wanted to.  That boy then showed himself to me, simultaneously letting me know he was the envoy for a group of Holocaust and pogrom victims that needed and wanted healing, that he had shown himself to the husband knowing that eventually he and I (meaning my team) would cross paths. Adjustments were made to facilitate the healing, not the least of which was that I now needed to sit down, and then this large group of people started flowing toward me, headed to the Guides, or realm or place or feeling or vibration (I don’t claim to know exactly; I live here still) that they needed.  Let me tell you, this energy was unique, very powerful yet very soft, and incredibly beautiful.

The four of us breathing (as opposed to metaphysical Beings, who don’t inhale air) folks, after it was done, just sat in stunned, humbled, silence.  “Wow” is a woefully inadequate term, but it’s in the direction of what we felt.  The niece, who happens to have been trained by Hanna Kroeger herself in the art of pendulum divination, then revealed that we had just assisted 4,000,000 (yes, million) souls who had been victims of man’s inexplicable, ongoing, horrific treatment of their fellow men.  It makes me cry just to write this.  How could little old us, mere specks of dust on a slightly bigger speck of dust in an infinite Universe, be so blessed as to be chosen to do this?


Let me insert a clarification here.  I have “crossed over” many, many souls in the past, even in large groups, but this was different.  This was about needing healing, not about being stuck here as ghosts.  Now that I think of it, the largest group I worked with en masse was over 600, and that was in a Jewish cemetery; it’s likely there is a connection, I’ll have to look into that!


Getting back to Louise:  the niece then discovered that Louise and her husband (who was, in fact, Jewish) had, during their 50+ years here together, assisted 3,000,000 additional souls.  In case you’re wondering, that averages out to 60,000 a year, 164 a day, 365 days a year.  That’s a lot of work and it’s on top of the other amazing things Louise was already doing!

I started off this post stating that the world owes Louise a lot and I stand by that.  The history of the pogroms and the Holocaust leaves a devastating impression on the collective experience of all that is, this planet in particular.  Given that racism is still alive and well, it would be fair to say we are not yet healed from those wounds.  We must all learn to live together, to overcome our prejudices and anything else that keeps us apart, so that we can work toward the promised Kingdom of Heaven on Earth.  That Louise and her husband, over the years, culminating in a gigantic push last week, on their own (along with their Guides) raised the vibration of 7,000,000 souls is mind-boggling.

Remember them in your prayers.

Paying Healing Forward

Let me tell you something beautiful.

A couple months ago, after I held a group healing session, I worked one-on-one with one of the participants.  We cleared something out of her body, and went back to the group. Every time I saw her after that, she thanked me.

While I appreciate that so much – I really love my job and that I get to help people heal and become more whole – I kind of shrugged it off.  She had said at the time that even though she has worked with many healers and psychics over the years that I was the first one to see that particular issue, so if I would have had to guess, I would have thought that was why she was so grateful.

Last night she shared the whole story.  As I don’t want to disclose too many details, let’s just say that she had been in a long-term relationship, one that was extremely intense, very connected, deep-attraction based.  It ended badly.  In the ensuing years, she hadn’t been able to get over it, to get it out of her system.  When we met and we cleared it out, she knew it was time.

Last night she shared what it meant to her.  She said she felt she had moved on, the tie was finally gone, that she was ready to love again, that her heart was open, that the future looked bright.  She had been healed.

Last night she shared how she would pay it forward.  She said she didn’t know how to thank me, that all she knew was that she wanted to make someone else as happy as she was, that helping someone else would be her contribution, and her appreciation for Source having healed her.  My heart was singing just listening to her.

Imagine, if we each of us paid it forward when we experienced a growth or shift – BAM! – the world would change dramatically, quickly, exponentially.

Shall we give it a try?

Asking for Mercy

The journey looms, scope unknown, the circuitous path winding away before us leading who-knows-where.  As we plod along the straightaway, we easily become complacent, numb; no need to worry, to push, to work harder.  An approaching curve catches our attention, appearing silently on the horizon, our gut clenching as they gets closer.  Somehow we know for eachthey bring a shift, a change, a loss or gain, however dramatic or insignificant.  We may hold our breath, close our eyes, even slow down, but it is inevitable; we reach the next one.  We are grateful when, having traversed the curve, we see smooth sailing, perhaps of a slightly different hue or fabric than the straightaway now behind us.  When the journey passes alongside wild terrain, filled with hidden, deadly ravines, monsters, terrors, we are so grateful that we are following a path, and not lost in that mess.  We know that stepping off the path, even for a moment, will set off unforeseen consequences, yet we often do it, even if purely out of boredom or as a means of claiming our selves, our individuality.  The longer the dalliance, the more difficult to return.  On the uphill stretches, we long for a respite, for water, a bench, anything to delay the inevitable blood, sweat, and tears required to reach the crest.  At the top, we catch our breath, take in the view, rejoicing in our capacity to climb this high, to where the air is measured in gulps.  Breath caught, we scan the downhill path, assessing our best progress, perhaps vainly attempting to hold off what comes next.  We must continue; however, here we try to slam on the brakes – surely it is dangerous to go this fast.  Is it fear of missing the details, or that we may stumble over an unforeseen stone?

For each, the journey is unique.  The straightaways, the curves, the witnessing, the highs, the lows, are taken at an individual pace, striding along in our personal, private shoes.  One of the points on which our journeys converge is where we feel terror, where the path before us heads to a black pit that looks suspiciously like hell.  Our mind revolts at the mere glimpse of what it is going to take to get us through; we imagine it is not possible.  Yet we are propelled forward, our minds shrieking “Stop!” but we cannot.  Logic tells us, if it cannot be done alone, yet must be done, we need help.  Then we are on common ground, then we ask for assistance – calling on the Divine, the Gods, the Fates – we are on common ground when we ask for mercy.

(written 7/25/11 for Fox Valley Writers Group)

Turn Your Chair Around: Becoming More Self-Aware

Life is a challenge, no?  Lessons upon lessons.  Situations that bring self-growth.
Situations that make our heads spin. Sometimes the lesson is obvious, other times not so much.  Often the lesson to learn is relatively simple, yet complex in that the shift eludes us.  In all scenarios, however, Source has our back, and finds creative ways of manifesting situations in our lives to nudge us in the right direction.

Case in point:  in 2010, a friend and I were doing “swaps”.  She would work on me and, in turn, I would work on her.  (I gotta insert a plug for bartering here, such a magnificent model:  win/win!)  Picture the setup, as it is so relevant.  I am sitting on her couch, she is sitting on a dining room-type chair, facing me, pen and paper in hand.  As I focus in on what healing we are to do for her this session, I am drawn to an area across the space, behind her, and so get up and walk over there. Standing there, I understand that this is where I am to work from, and am kinda’ thrilled as there was a rug in this area and my bare feet were chilly.  Stay with me:  now I am facing her back.  I convey to her that I will be staying put and she is rather nonplussed and suggests that we move the whole darn rug over to the couch area.  By this time, I realize what is going on and replied, softly,
“Or, you could turn your chair around.”
She immediately laughed at the absurdity of her request.

What a great lesson, so beautifully and literally stated!  Most of us tend to want everything, everyone, else, to adjust to suit us rather than making a shift ourselves.  Becoming more self-aware often is as simple as turning one’s chair around.

Think of the possibilities next time you are experiencing conflict.

Healing is in the Hands of the Angels

Sometimes, we know something needs to be healed, and just can’t seem to get to the bottom of it.  Recently this has come up in conversation several times, so I figure it is a timely topic for a blog post.

Healing is all about allowing energy to flow.  Whether you call it prana, chi, orgone, Source, Guides, Angels, God, Jehovah, Nature, quantum particle, whatever works for you, it is still energy.  And when something is blocked, when energy isn’t flowing, we need to heal.  You know this to be true:  in the physical realm, if there is plaque in an artery, blood isn’t going to flow.  Blood, though “heavier” than spirit, is still energy.  And energy is in the hands of Source, by the graces of our Creator.  Our Guides, being “in the flow” are fully aware of all these blockages and how they interact.

Fairly recently, I had a pretty dramatic experience around this which taught me a lot, so I feel qualified to put in my two cents.  First of all, let me tell you, I know how frustrating it is. For years, I had known that something pretty awful happened to me when I was five years old.  Once I discovered there was an issue – a blockage – like a dog worrying a bone, I wouldn’t let it go.  I tried and tried to figure out what it was.  Being me, I just had to know.  I figured, if I know what it is, I can address it.

First line of attack:  try to figure it out myself – dead end.  I asked both my parents; they had no idea.  I worked with various holistic practitioners; no luck.  It was so frustrating;  I knew I was ready, I knew it needed to see the light of day, and it kept eluding me.

When it was finally revealed to me, I realized that I really hadn’t been ready.  The perspective from which I saw it at the time of its unveiling, provided the framework to place it within the context of my whole experience.  Had it come any earlier, it would not have “fit”.  I would have been like, “Are you kidding me?  That makes no sense!”

Perfect example of how sometimes what we think is the right time really isn’t and that we must trust Source to show the way when it is right.

Here’s where it gets better:I chose my life challenges

The other day, I was working with a client – let’s call this person by the androgynous name “Ashton” – who I knew has an issue he’d like to unveil, while at the same time being in total fear of what it will look like. In a previous session Ashton had been told that we would take our time uncovering the root of this issue, kind of soften it up as we went, and thus when the time was right, it wouldn’t be so traumatic.  In this session, an eternal companion – let’s call him “Jo” showed up and shared that he was Ashton’s friend, that, while Ashton was on the physical plane, and Jo was on the spiritual plane, there were still connected and that they had agreed on this plan before Ashton came here.  Jo showed how he has been working with Ashton and that this issue would be revealed soon, but not yet, and that there were things that had to happen first and provided some tools that Ashton was to use to work toward that goal.  How cool is that?

Knowing that everything is in Divine Right Order is one thing – having someone show up and tell you the plan another.  How beautiful.

So, next time you are stumbling around, frustrated, just remember that “someone up there” has got your back, and things will be revealed in due time.

Healing by Source

I Don’t Know What I’m Doing…

Seriously.  I really don’t.

Not in any scientific, explainable, verifiable way.  I know that what we access in the energy work is powerful, transforming, life-changing in so many areas and levels, yet I couldn’t really tell you even what to call it beyond “Source”.

Last weekFlower_of_Life_Matted_01a, I worked with a woman over the phone who has a chronic debilitating condition.  Source worked on her, and whatever we started during that phone session was going to continue to percolate through her for the following three weeks.  This was strong stuff, as my body was reacting in a rather strange (now, that’s a relative term!) manner.  Before we hung up, she asked about an appointment she had in a few days with some equipment that has an 80% effectiveness rate on healing (80%, btw, is extremely high), as follow up to a previous treatment she had with said equipment.  She was told to wait until the three weeks were up, as the treatment would interfere with the healing that had been set in motion in our session.

Today, I got an update:  Subsequent to our session, the person who owns the equipment told her that she needed to get in sooner rather than later in order to maintain the efficacy of her previous work with that equipment.  Poor woman, of course she was now torn.

Doing her due diligence – good for her! – she called a third party to get some input. That person called in someone who is extremely talented and accurate using a pendulum.  They got that she should wait til at least May 8, and preferably May 9, to use the equipment (note:  May 8 will be exactly three weeks, and neither of these two knew that!).  In addition, they got that doing it even one day early, May 7, would decrease the effectiveness by 50%. ONE DAY!!

Whoa!

So what is actually happening?  To claim I know would be false.  I just know that healing via Source and having a holistic approach is much more powerful than any machine or supplement or treatment or anything else we earthly folks can utilize.  Call in Source, let It do what It wants, and you will get amazing results.  Now, when she gets her next treatment with that equipment, her body will utilize it much better.

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